This is probably mine too. 0 to fisting while fighting back was so intense, just knowing I couldn’t stop it. I don’t even really like the fisting (when the guy pops his hand back out it is unsettlingly close feeling to childbirth) but he knew it was the far edge of what I am willing to do. We didn’t work it all out ahead of time as we had a lot of experience with each other.

It is both hot and sexy and also upsetting and cathartic and just overall a peak experience.