I don’t quite understand thinking fake images are hot as fuck, they aren’t real?
But you aren’t hurting anyone, your friends need to chill. Enjoying the life you have is a good life, by definition. You don’t have to decide what you are doing for your whole life right now either, if you change your mind later you can change your life then.
Boob twins! Small don’t fall, sister! If you don’t like them now you will in a few years :)