I am an idiot lol

Didn’t this company get a lifeline from memery?

Yes, it did. Now, they have a golden opportunity to reinve…wait, never mind. More job cuts.

That must’ve been the least funny Dilbert strip.

If it weren’t for debt in the past, she’d be a SAHM to this day.

I actually like my job.

I just have never had a place/coworkers that actually went out of their way to tell me that they appreciate me. My wife doesn’t compliment me ever, and now I have an extreme imbalance of responsibility and tasks.

I was already doing most everyone of these things. Now, they’re just permanently mine and mine only.

Now, I have to give up even more for her inflexible schedule.

It’s the entitlement she has that is the problem.

3edgy5me

No, I easily clear 3x more.

It’s a part of my frustration. I put myself out there more than I should comparatively to what we make. Not from prestige, but from security.

No. But she knows how frustrated I am as well.

I can’t change the past, and progress to right a wrong is way longer than it takes to lose trust. However, I don’t know how much longer I can take not feeling like I’m worth the effort, the same effort that gave us four awesome children.

I feel a huge gaping hole in my heart each and every day, and she knows this. So, I’m going to go to my therapy that I’ve gone to off and on for 8 years, get in the best physical shape I’ve ever been in, and find a way to find contentment in a shitty environment.

I was chatting with a big tidy goth girl, and before I knew it, I was selling copies of my graphic novelization of Mein Kampf in the back of a pickup truck in the parking lot of Hobby Lobby

Keep going, I’m listening.

All my comment was saying is that this is a toothless judgment.

They’ll just…raise prices to offset the judgment.

I’ve played enough Advance Wars to feel something is amiss.

Ehh, better than last week.

Final appt coming up in two weeks with my therapist of 3ish years. Still nervous about potential waiting lists.

Got soft diagnosed with BPD today. Explains a lot of my ups and downs on a short term basis.

Meds are decent. Lamotrigine is the worst pill to take in existence though.

Couldn’t they just put a minuscule coating on it?

Our next session (next week), she will provide info and referrals to other providers.

I’m nervous that I’ll have to go on a wait list again. Took me three months to get back on her schedule when I changed insurances.

She’s been my therapist for nearly three years.

Not great.

I’m losing my therapist in two weeks, as she’s leaving my provider.

I don’t have a lot going well on my end. Wife and I had a massive argument that reset any progress we’ve made in the last 6-12 months.

And that’s one of the reasons that brought me here.

Maybe it was the permanent banning for creating another account trying to talk to a mod that had banned me in a way I thought was harsh, and muted me before I could even speak.

Regardless, Reddit is starting to remind me of when Digg took a massive shit like 15 years ago. And saying that makes me feel old.

As long as I’m not dealing with AI chatbots spamming these communities, I think I’ll like it here.