Well land next to a loud church.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2yc_U2Chlw
Currently a lot of stoner rock but going on vacation - if my flight doesn’t get canceled, Lufthansa is preparing for protesting - if my flight isn’t canceled I am changing back to reggae lol.
Well when my friends and I go out to the “city” by train we go to the irish pub and we do notice the same crowd sitting at the counter. A few different folks from the close hostels but other than that it’s really the same.
We actually only go once a year now when the christmas markets open up because of “It’s always the same” feeling and we can just drink in our local bars.
I don’t even know what I should write… like come on, what the…
Like if I wasn’t lucky those could have been my parents.
That sounds cool.
Stupid question but do you think you have a good “deep” sleep if you have many lucid dreams? I always thought having lucid dreams was when people are kind of asleep but not really asleep - you know what I mean?
I for example had lucid dreams if I get out of bed to go to the toilet at night and go back to bed for an hour or if I set my alarm one hour before waking up and hit snooze.
TV will be opposite of window mounted to the wall
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Well the room is perfectly made for where the sofa is and where the TV will be mounted on (wall).
The window I can completly darken by letting down the electronic shades. Same goes for the huge door window, has raffstores outside I can let down and get the room to about I’d say 85% darkness during day. I don’t get any sunlight into the living room because of the roof of the terrace but I get a lot of indirect light into the room.
So basically my room can’t be hit by sunlight…
Moment I have a picture. But now outside there is a roof… because this pic is a year old.
The closest experience I ever experienced in my life was my prelife form without a physical body.
I can’t say if it was relaxing, scary, unfulfilling or any thing. I was in a state of time being meaningless.
One day when I quit existing I will return and hopefully remain in that state for a long time until I start existing again. I have never been asked if I wanted to exist so I just exist until I quit existing
Yeah probably keeping my currently well running 2011 TV in the basement lol.
Not giving a single F about anything.
I wish I could return to the state I was during pre birth. I have been given a small time frame of giving f’s though until I will return to that state I desire to be in.
In about 50 years if nothing out of my control wipes me out I will return to being non existent.
Thinking about this makes me wonder, I havent given a single f since the big bang and now I am thrown on to a globe and a large handful of people passively forcing me to do. I have to be. I never had the option to not be. Lets see where this goes
Yeah I could always use more money but I am secure enough to pay my debt (house) regulary and save money and go on vacations.
Wow that is a thing. Thanks!
Wow I remember painting my Zombicide Minis lol.
Lol.
Thanks. Yes I am adding more color with curtains and hanging plants, clock etc
Im not really done yet in that regard becsuse I havent moved in yet
Maybe will do one day, but I matched the color of the faucet, handles etc. anthracite because I have a visible steel beam in front of the kitchen in anthracite that matches well
I just laid it out to see. I gotta Sand the floor first and vapor barrier first.
Obvious though it was only to make pictures to Show it. Who starts in the middle lol
Dunno why it didmt Post images
Thanks… I always wanted to, even just for talking. So I am open for it… but I struggle making an appointment and searching for therapist.
Where I live it isn’t an issue but it takes like 6 months til you might get an appointment… so I often just say “screw it”