hello again everyone, back in rehab. first time in this one, probably 20 total detoxes but first proper rehab it’s really flash but crikey they were stingy with the benzos at first, nightmareishly difficult first day it took me 14hrs to blow zeros.

about 10mins til I’ve completed one day.

damn it feels good to be back, missed these groups. going to as many AA and NA meetings as possible. also dealing w trauma

wish you all the best, will not drink today

also I made a meme

i can just walk out the front door lmao but strange town and no car.

got a buddy of 15 years who lives close by who I only met once on his 18th, he saw how gnarly I got and he decided to quit drugs alcohol and cigarettes been clean ever since. so I am helping people somehow.

18 days today, havent been looking at my phone which is good. going to meetings, things are going well, hope y’all are too